blursakana: (Mao <3)

Japan - Music - Dance 

Just something about me;
Female, Japan-biased fangirl. '94 born.
I'm a perfectionist, a Virgo. 

I'm real nice! :D
Though, coming out from me myself is a little...unconvincing. LOL
Fangirl posts would be publicised, most of the time while personal life, will be F-locked.
If you add me, don't ignore me. That's all I ask.
Feel free to mail me whenever!

blursakana: (Koyama^_^)

It's like Chau# and Jumping car AGAIN~! ( I'm talking about my feelings )
Like, you know how a new song is about to drop and you just heard the preview over JUMP's radio stations and you just go, HELL WHEN IS THIS SONG GONNA BE RELEASEDDDDDDDD!!!

...and then you realise OCT 21 will be the release that of KIMI ATTRACTION AND Arashi's NEW ALBUM!

On the hind sight on a more personal note, Oct 21 marks the end of DFA class ( My Japanese convo class ) and honestly.... I can't say i'm sad about it. I loved it, don't get me wrong, but DA was hella better. University classes has started for my friends, so time wasn't enough for them...

That being said,

P.S You can tell I'm crazy and a heck loads of things are going through my mind at the moment.
I blame the haze (it's cleared now but... meh xD)
blursakana: (Massu)
I don't know what took me so long to watch HEY!SAY!JUMP's concert. I think i used to be so affected by people leaving groups.

But ughhhh... i miss (and don't miss) this heartache of a fangirl...

The sadness that idols have concerts over in other country except my own...SIGH DX

Anyways, Super excited for June 24!!!!!
NEWS and HSJ's Single and album respectively.

HSJ Will also be on Waku waku Arashi /SWOONS/
blursakana: (RyoLIVEx3 photo)
I love it so much i can cry!!!

All songs in the single are so good!


P.S. Time to change Icons ><
blursakana: (Ruki)
I feel like I've been a "ghost" member for far too long, and I want to come back as an active fangirl again. I have no idea how much has change in between the time I have not been in the community, but i'd like to try:D (Just as my twin [ profile] yume16 says :'D ) From NEWSFamily to Paanas, I've heard so much and read so much before. Many of my Fellow NEWSfamily had left and i'm not too sure if they're still around either, but in any case; よろしくお願いします!

Since 2008, I've undertaken the role of being a full-time fangirl in my life and I have so much feels for this role. It's who i have been for more than half of my life and I don't think I would've wanted it to change. Time passed and I've grown, but i still love the me who goes crazy over NEWS and many many other bands, idols, etc etc. AKA -JAPAN-

Being the me then, and maybe even now, I've not managed to voice out too well, but i am so thankful i've met who i met in the past :') All you from my NEWSfamily, whether or not you will read this -> I miss you all so much.

To all you new Paanas i'll most likely meet, Let's Have A Blast! :D
blursakana: (Ruki)
Just to make a short post ^^

So today is the second week since i started working at One North.

i'm slowing getting used to things now but there are still some things to get used to such as the terms and SOP. Then again, I've got 3 more months :)
blursakana: (Tegoshi SMile)

If I were to ask you what makes your friend such a good friend, what would you say?

Passionate, Kind, Compassionate, Thoughtful, Accommodating, friendly, patient, Courteous… I’m sure there are a lot more of other descriptive words that will come to mind.
How about our own? What are some of the words we can describe ourselves with? Most of us are able to see the good parts of another person, but not about ourselves. So, why is it that we could only see the bad points about ourselves?

There’s something wrong with me.
I don’t belong here.
I am not pretty.
I don’t have what it takes.
I don’t like who I am.

Have these thoughts ever crossed your mind? It definitely crossed mine many times. In this century where technology is so advanced and where everyone is educated, a lot of us struggle to find who we really are and where we really belong in this world and more often than not, it results in negative emotions. Everyone is judging everyone, and everyone is comparing themselves to others.
Sometimes we can’t help but to think of negative emotions due to the lack of self-esteem, loneliness, or even because of some words that someone else said which had hurt us. The key is to stop ourselves before we fall too deep into the trap.

“If you are feeling good, it is because you are thinking good thoughts.” – Rhonda Byrne, The secret

What we believe or think of ourselves reflects in how we react and how we live our everyday lives. If you think that you are not confident, you’re not. Everyone of us is unique in their our own ways. We have different values about ourselves that differentiate who we are from the rest.  Therefore, the more positive thoughts we have, the happier we will be. Start by loving and accepting ourselves for who we are, and eventually, we will be more confident and able to see ourselves in a much better light. Believe in yourself, and believe tomorrow will be a better day.

Picture: Credit to
blursakana: (Massu)


To cut the long story short...I have no idea what I've been doing. A lot has went on and WOW, it's 2014 0.o

A lot of you guys probably have left LJ as well, haven't you? I've been talking about returning to LJ, but it's kinda weird after all these while.

Last year of Poly! It felt like...a FLASH. I'm hoping to have a little more time after i graduated to do stuff i've always wanted to do, but couldn't do. Won't it be great just to come back to the online world again :) But before that, Wish me luck in all my presentations :)


P.S this new layout of LJ...Loving it, yet hating it cause i need to get used to it. But then again, I can get used to this :)

blursakana: (Default)

I am absolutely in LOVE with this song! Damn! How can anyone not love this song!? 

But as much as I love this song, It also reminds me how much I love NEWS. Whether 4 or 6. I love them still. Watching them in their latest SCP performance, My heart literally went out to them .. I still need to get used to hearing them as 4 though.. 

There's gonna be a whole lot more fangirling from me! from now..
The GazettE's upcoming single/album. Sounds darn good :D I can't wait seriously! <3

twasthenightbeforesomething:<br /><br />round of applause./<br />
Picture credits to the owner, linked from Tumblr. 


Jun. 20th, 2011 11:38 pm
blursakana: (Default)
Because I have been tagged by my NEWStwin[ profile] tsukixyama (Gina-chan♥) since a VERY long time ago~ and because i'm on HOLIDAY! LOL! of which i was suppose to be studying but...

SO, here are the rules^^ ...

A) People who have been tagged must write their answers on their journal and replace any question that they dislike with a new, original question.
B) Tag six people or more. Don't refuse to do that. Don't tag who tagged you.

Yabai, Doushiyo...Gina-chan! You tagged almost every i know who will do Memes!!=.=
gomen, I shall break the rules, whoever saw this meme...ONEGAISHIMASU^^ hahaha

Aye, This ain't so bad . )
blursakana: (Tegoshi SMile)
#1 : Hidden meme^^ From Dear[ profile] fechan_news 
Hidden meme #1 )

Well, I think of everyone and ANYONE for the above qns HAHAHA!! so everyone is EVERYTHING~! heheheh^^

#2 : "Stolen" meme LOL from [ profile] kimoola , Ria Nee-chan~!^^
10 things about me~! )

omg..that took some time to do=.= Or rather...i was kinda lazy to post it up...Oh well.. HERE IT IS^^ hahah xD
One of these days. I'm gonna look back at this meme and laugh, thinking: "omg i wrote this?! SO EMBARASSING (><)"

I wrote this on my Chinese New Year holiday! it is~!^^ hehee
blursakana: (Koyama^_^)

If i ever, DON'T reply to u... You know what happened to me... no time. srsly no time.
If i value my future at all, I start now:(
I cannot stress this enough sooo... but i'lll be around~!^^ here and there... haha... xD 
Please don't forget me ne minna DX...
blursakana: (Tegoshi SMile)
LOL SOU DA YO~! here we are about a WEEEEK later, Celebrating Tegoshi's birthday da yooo~!^^ kekeke xD haaa~~!^^ kawaii ERO ouji! Here's to you xD!

A little something for Dear Tego^^ )

I don't know if you'll see this but, i don't think you'll understand even if you do xD because i don't think it made ANY sense! LOL~!^^ Well! I wanted to picspam tego...but i don't have the energy to anymore...if tmr i am release early, i'll do it! TEGOSHI...WE-TACHI NO ERO OUJI NO TAME NI~!ufufufu~!^^


blursakana: (ShigeCamera)
Haha I finally changed my layout~!^^ LOL 
Though i have a feeling if i found something wrong / something missing i might change it hahaha xD
*sigh* i just keep thinking that the words are kinda small...the the top...what should i do...hmmmm...

well~! another day gone! I wonder if its a good thing or a bad thing... my friend is taken a liking to japan dramas, songs...hmm...well! it is a good thing ^^ but another is starting to love NEWS :( and the thing is...i don't ...AHHH! mou iii! :( i'm screwed!

Aaah~! i wanna write fics again...
Jya minna~! dewa^^ ufufufufu~!

blursakana: (RYOPI.DUET0808)
I want to change my LJ LAYOUT!! =.=
6 November 2010 )


blursakana: (Massu)
Gonna do some meme cause I'm being tagged to and because i have nothing better to do...(thats not true haha^^)

Tagged by [ profile] fechan_news 

1. Post these rules.
2. You must post 10 things about yourself in your journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons in the same journal.
(4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.)
5. No tag-backs.

Yosh~! Let's get this started! hahah xD However, I honestly don't think 10 facts is enough 0.o
I wonder why a meme is called a meme 0.o )
I hope u won't mind me tagging u hehehe xD
blursakana: (RyoLIVEx3 photo)
Ryo-chan! This is for you! though u can't see this!

I'm gonna do it this way:
*MAJOR nosebleeding session* )

Aaah~! I'm finally DONE!
Omg i had such a hard time!! ALL of the pics were sooooo *faints*!
HAHA and well, as usual~ Undecisive me couldn't choose the pictures and there were SO MANY! GOSH! i had sooooo much fun~! hehehe xD i had suuuuch an enjoyable time~! Even though they are just pictures...LOL! well,as they say~ PICTURES SPEAK A THOUSAND WORDS!! hahah^^ Of course~! I was doing this post while listening to NEWS Fighting man on Loop~! LOL AHHH~! there's still so much about Ryo to ADD!! ah but i'm now Braindead!!^^ RYO-KAKOII-NESS OVERLOAD! HAHAH

Though it's not much,I hope u enjoy this pictures of the birthday boy from NEWS~!

These wonderful scans, are mostly from [ profile] inala ! her scans are wonderful! Most of them are from her, some i really can't rmb cause I found it on some...webs like CR communities and such...0.o Sorry! If they belong to u...Please let me know?
blursakana: (RyoLIVEx3 photo)

Waaa~! Today i am SOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY!!! XD
well, besides the above 2~!
I can finally do so much!~
...but then again...*sigh*

I'll be gng out in awhile... and when i get back! I will / want to do a Ryo picspam~! xD Here on my LJ! for the fun of it^^ heheheh xD I have never done a picspam b4 so...Ryo-chan! I'll be dedicating my "first" to you! WAHAHA! that was so wrong in so many ways! LOL! Anyways!~ here is the first half of Ryo's "Birthday" present!


Well, It made no sense...hahaha!
Yosh~! now i gotta rush...MINNA JYA NE~! ^^
blursakana: (Default)
Yosha!~ hehe finally my exams are over! So happy!
I've got SO MUCH i want to do!

Drama marathon! MANGA! Fics! OHMYGOOOOSH~~!
I am so excited! but i have to go back to school!

Well, i shall be going now! YAY I'm going to eat SUSHI tonight!
*looks around my LJ* It's about time i change my layout neee~!
Hahaha xD I'll be back to type again~! Hehehhe xD


blursakana: (Default)
Chapter : Love misconceptions
Author : [ profile] blursakana & [ profile] christelle143
Pairing: RyoPi (With mentions of NEWS )
Genre : Fluff, Angst, [I'm not so sure...]
Disclaimer : We don't own these hot boys at all :( so we dream~~! ^^wish we do own them :))

Previous chapters: < Chapter 1 > < Chapter 2 > < Chapter 3 > < Chapter 4 > < Chapter 5 > < Chapter 6 >

PREVIEW of the previous chapter:
Yamapi ran out of the bar, not minding the rain. He ran and ran until his legs couldn't carry him anymore.

Nande Ryo?! Nande?! What did I ever do wrong? I don't deserve this demo NANDE?!

Yamapi cried all his worries out, he let his heart pour out every feeling he had in him.

I won't be affected anymore Ryo-chan. I swear I won't let you play with me!


He had no destination, not really sure where he should go to. )

Hai!! This is Chapter 7! Gomen ne minna, I took soooo long! WELL~! I had a few days off from school and now, i'm preparing for my nationals!
What do you think of tihs chapter?? please do tell me ne! and i believe i've made a few grammer mistakes...Gomenasai!! Well, Enjoy~! AND happy 101010 minna~! HAHA *random*


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